✖頹廢

今天
輸了
感觸交集著
喜
因為自己有進步
悲
大家都還在摸索

在現實找不到依靠
還是跑來寫blog吧
選擇進入虛幻世界逃避

ups過去
我恢復頹廢狀態
虛度光陰

考試表現差勁
思過也有面壁了
慚愧也慚愧了
然後呢？
繼續頹廢嗎？
我有點
只是有點累

我需要
一些動力
在這方面
我是被動的

好想要個肩膀
把所有頹廢細胞大大聲的嘶喊出來
借我一個好不？

曾經的刻骨銘心
再有交集的時候
是否可以恢復正常
不會很可笑嗎？
我不知道
感謝
痊癒我的一切
我會試著讓它正常

✖UPS - frusting

today UPS had passed.
uhumm..
feel not so well.
frust.
the questions is so damn easy.
and i just take the note easy.
i thought i could remember.
i thought.

I don't want too much.
I just want 80...
uhum..
god bless me.

✖我知道我很丑

人 都會不知覺的表露自己的丑習
當那些不起眼的事情慢慢把自己丑化
卻被別人先發現時
那感覺真的可以崩潰

在這裡
我吃飯的樣子真的很丑
狼吞虎咽還不止
十七歲多了還會留食渣在嘴邊
十分鐘吃完一餐
啊 苦命的腸胃呀

我讀書的樣子也很丑
當感覺太太stress的時候
食指就就會被可惡的牙齒咬兩下
第一下是不夠痛
第二下就麻木了
哈 可悲的食指呀

某某唱過
我很丑 ~~~~~可是我很溫柔 ~~~~~~~

我連溫柔都沒有 ＞o＜
hah I'm just crapping around =D
I am too stress today.

I have four test in this week. and i just finished the second one just now.
Dying soon.
Another account test tomorrow and business test on Friday.
god bless me

My serving still not pass,seems long practise to go.
oh god,I just don't want my dark skin is worthless.

Dear you,
stay strong,I know you can make it ;)

A thought to share,
I saw it infront of this pc
THE GREATEST PLEASURE IN LIFE IS DOING WHAT PEOPLE SAY YOU CANNOT DO =)


PS this keyboard is hard to press lah aiyo.Good Night ^^